Just set them up , to knock them down ;

Stayed at home today , bored . Actually going out de , but daddy last minute need to go out . Tv for the whole day , i wanna go out . Brother 's late for work today , and he lied to the manager say he got family problem , actually is overslept , LOL . Hmmm , school is reopening in 2 weeks time , isn 't that fast ? New classmates ; old friends are gone , to other class ): I wonder how am i going to survive without them . Playing home inn , kinda bored huh . Won 't reply any message unless it 's important , cause i 'm not in the mood to reply any :D

Kind of " bad mood " this few days . It 's also not i want de lor , but i just can't control it . Seems like the flashbacks won 't leave me alone , like seriously , fuck it . Thinking of the past , would make my heart breaks faster , moving foward doesn 't seem to be any better . What should i do , that can make my life easier , and more peacful . All the things you said , do , seems to be a nightmare to me . i'm scared , get away please .

TAQQS REPLIED ;

emily ; LOL

adrian ; si zhu , i where got " very very " zilian lor .

norvan ; thanks for taqqing , you too :D

hanjing ; merry x'mas :D

zhengtai ; is you want help us take de lor , i never force you also ^^

nora ; why ?