Shut your ass up and fuck off

I WANT TO GO SHOPPING !

Friday , boring lesson . Maths > pe > recess > physics > chinese . Mr yeo is absent again , so no pe lesson for me , like again . Went for band after school , then homed around 0730 .

Saturday , woke up around 7 . Went for band , was nearly late . Went to buy ice and syrup with abby and neh , then back to practice . Derick came to teach us the kartwheel { should be spelled like that } .My body hurts like hell . Out for dineer with mummy and kor at night , home around 2 .

Woke up today , and found that i fucking left my phone in daddy's car . Got so fucked up , was supposed to go out with (x) and cousin today , and because of the phone , i'm stucked at home for the whole day . Daddy brought xiaofang and qi to my house , and that's when i got back my phone . Bathe , and down to xiaofang's house . Had dinner there , homed around 11 .

Mummy got me a tution , for maths and science . I hate tution alot , like really . Gonna be fucking busy .

{ All 7 days are used }

Monday - afternoon lesson

Tuesday - band

Wednesday- english tution

Thursday - band

Friday - band

Saturday - band

Sunday - maths and science tution

{ to ___________________ }

I don't know why , i just want to type it out here . You've been ignoring me this past few days , or should i say months . You've totally changed into another person , after the KL trip . You're no longer the best friend i used to know . You used to be hanging around with me almost everyday , but not now anymore . You would rather hang out with other people than hanging out with me . We used to have the most things to chat about , but not now anymore . You would share your things with other people , instead of me . I really miss those days , when we were so close , do you know that ? Every single day , i would hope that you would come and look for me , but no . Maybe you find me irritating alr , after this two years . Everytime , i see you hanging out with other people , i would feel jealous , fucking jealous . But what can i do , i can't snatch you away , rite ?? I really don't want , our friendship to end here , i want it to last . You can continue ignoring me , but if you need me , i'll always be there for you , remember that , c :D You're the most important friend in my whole life , i really don't want to lose you . This matter has been bothering me , for months . I really don't know what to do alr , i'd enough of problems , really enough . I really cannot take it anymore . Please , stop .

The starting is always sweet , but the ending always hurts .