Everybody's looking for that something .

Dang ! Stayed at home for the whole day today . Did nothing but sleep , and i juz remembered that i still have a speech to write for tomorrow . Die . Having a terrible headache nao , looks like the medicine doesn't really work on me .

I keep thinking of that , which i doesn't want to think of . It suck ttm really . Hasn't been feeling well this few days , which sucks too . Tablets are becoming my meals , what the fuck . Yeah , gonna skip class tomorrow . I don't want to stay in a class which has no bonding at all . One class can be seperated into like don't know how many cliques . Cool or what huh . Nabei .

Who's not sleeping tonight ? I'm bored . Acc me please , someone . I'm so got to finish the speech by tomorrow .

15 more days to japan .

To think of it , i realised that i'm dumb .

It would not have happened if i never met you .

Everything would not turn out to be like this .

It was supposed to be a happy ending ,

but it all ended up with tears .

From me but not you .