School today really sucked ttm . First lesson was chinese and i've been ignored by you in chinese class . That feeling totally sucked okay ! Social studies was not any better either , got back my results , and i juz breakdown . How sad can it be huh , totally hopeless . But would you even bother to say anything to comfort me , no you didn't . That really hurts alot .English , failed my paper two , and i so gonna fail my combined paper . Nothing matters anymore , wouldn't care much either . It's over , everythings over . Maths and geog . Well failed again , what can i expect ? Went to hougang mall after band with yanti and abi , homed around 9 .

went for band , and thats the only thing that could cheer me up by this little bit . But seeing you still ignoring me in band and going with the others instead of me totally pulls my mood down , you'll never care . How i wish i could juz stand infront of you and say that i am jealous , yes i am . I know that i am selfish , to wanting you to be only mine . But this few months you really changed . I really miss the old you . You wouldn't know how much it hurts . Juz a message ' bye , i go first ' and you juz left . We used to go home together no matter what , but not nao anymore . Did you miss me at all ? I never knew that things would changed , till some stage that i really couldn't take it anymore . I juz want you to care for me , am i asking too much ? I don't want anymore things from you , juz this , and i would be glad enough . I miss the old you , chewjiaying .

Sheena's really sad this time ):

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