There's nothing such as true friends in this world when nobody believes each other

Woke up around 12 today , quickly bathe and choinged down to mall to meet the colourguards . Waited for the stupid bus for 15 minutes , and i'm late . But not the latest , hah . Went up to the library and got chase out , like damn wtf loh . Went to kopitiam to do instead . Jiaying , jennifer , hanjing and nurul went to cotton on to get the section slipper , damn cool ^^ It's black .

Down to plaza to play pool after that , left me cheryl neh and xin playing , jiaying hanjing and jiaying went down to meet some people while nurul went off to look for her friend i think . Gamed till five , played a game with razzif and thanapon . Jiaying and jennifer came back with a damn dulan face , which i knew that something is wrong luh . So they told me bout it and yeah . Gonna write that at the end of my post later .

So continued and game , went mall with jiaying neh and xin while cheryl and jennifer went home . Went up to playground and slack , saw some guys dancing , like so wth . Playing with socks too , laughs . Went home around 7 plus , walked to bus interchange with neh and bused home . Reached , teeveeee and comped . Band tomorrow , and yeahs . I'm flying soon , miss me alright ^^

Oh well , so i'll continue with the jennifer and jiaying part . They told me everything and yeah , i called emily . So yeah , dulan .

Emily , so are you putting the blame on jennifer or me nao ? If you say it's not your fault , then why kup my phone , explain luh . Juz kup my phone and treat it as i will know what happened like that . And you don't fucking say i only listen to one side of the story when you never even tell me bout another . So nao what . I scold you for nothing ? come on luh , please think can , you never even try to explain or tell me what happen then putting the blame on me nao ? You think i so free want to scold you uh , i never want to do that can ? You will sad , i know . But did you think about jennifer . Don't you know that the things you said hurt her too . I bet you didn't even know that bc scolded her bitch juz for this thing . So next time please think first , not only you will be sad , others will too . " I dun deserve forgiveness anymore,i dun deserve your trust anymore,cause i dun trust anyone now,i only trust my 4 other jiebai gans,Brandon,Shawn,Johnn,Darius,Bernard,myself and no more...... " This is what you write in facebook and i copied in down , so well . They are the only one that you care for all along , for this while . You didn't even care , as a mei , i'm nothing .