But if you are the one for me , then i can be your hero ♥

Today hasn't been a good day for me , like seriously . Being ignored by one and quarreled with another , how wonderful can it be . My god . Made donut today and yeah , that's the only thing i am happy , but not after that . I juz breakdown during fashion design class , teacher dulan me , everyone around me also like that , juz what the fuck is wrong . Thanks to that stupid girl who cheered me up , i totally appreciate it alot girl . Went to bandroom after that , and homed with dd . How well can it be , i left my precious little watch in school , luckily it's not lost <: Homed around 8 . I (L) donuts and gummy bears ♥ Oh , and i love my new blogskin !

I seriously don't need an apology from you , cuz everytime after that , the same thing will happen over and over again . So what's the point of saying sorry . Sometimes , i really dunno how to face you . You've been smiling to others, but why can't you smile to me too ? I seriously don't like your black faces . I believe you don't like mine too . I've been giving you alot and alot of time for you to cool down , but that doesn't seems to work . I've been giving in to you time and time , but that doesn't seems to work either . I let you vent your anger on me , i shut up . But what did i get in return ? I don't ask for much seriously , i know you have your own close friends , but sometimes , i juz think that why can't you be a little better to me ? Why aren't we like last time ? You used to care for me alot , but not nao anymore . Sometimes i juz feel like ignoring you , but i juz can't bear to do that . The way we communicate nao is through vulgarities , why ? We don't use that on each other in the past , but nao , that's the way we communicate . And you juz left like that today . Oh my god ! It's not that i dun want to reply your message this afternoon , but i dunno how to . I never thought that things will turn out like that . I want the old you >: [ this post is for you , sf ♥ ]

As for my sweetest friend ♥ . I'm sorry but yeah . Juz some time , i hope that everything will be fine . I dun wanna quarrel with you , i really dun want to . I've got alot alot of things to tell you , i'm sad and i really need you to be by my side like last time .