I don't know what's happening to me , like seriously . I have the feeling of giving up everything . I know i did the wrong thing , but well , i juz could not stop it . It's getting more and more addicting i guess . Some of them may be utterly disappointed in me if they know it , while some already knew it . For that , i'm sorry . Maybe you guys are right , i've change . But i don't know what's going on , someone tell me please . I'm getting out of control . I juz need a little help , anybody's there ? I don't feel like going to school anymore , i juz don't feel happy at all . Why ? Whatever , stop the crap .

Uhhh , i feel like doing sports , i wann to run , i wann to swim , i wann to dance , i wann to play basketball , i wanna do everything , and ofcuz my flag . Woohooo , get crazy ! I wann a stick ^^