I thought of letting go

Hey people , i'm here to post again & i am so high today . Wasted my day at home on sunday , was supposed to go to my cousin's house , but mum went out , with the car . Wanted to study real badly , but i juz can't . Oh my god , wad is fucking wrong with me man ! >: I need help !

Woke up so early today & i went to school super early too . Went to play with my beloved flag . Tried out that idiot thing , but it juz doesn't seem to work . And it hurts my back badly . But it's juz so fun ehs :x . Today's chinese sucks , every lesson sucks ! & oh , especially english . Damn you , bamboo women ! Tried to squeez every sngle thing for my home econ test into my brain . And the test is somehow difficult , my god . I'm gonna fail , i'm gonna fail ! :c . Went straight home after that , and can you believe that i studied ? HAHAHAHAAHHAHA !!!

Kay , i shall stop crapping here . I've a question , should i ask . I'm so confused . Fuck it man :C