I wonder juz where you are

I am juz venting my anger here , you can not read this post . It's kinda bored you know ?! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH ! . Will update when i'm free again !

Exams are finally over , but so what .. I've did badly for this exam , how i wished time could rewind . I will treasure the time .. Fuck laa . Many things happened this few days . Nao i know who cares and who don't , i did a really big mistake . Friends , what a joke . You never really care , even if i'm not around . Don't you ?! I'm always wondering , what to do to make me visible infront of you . But nothing works , i've tried hundred and thousand ways to make you smile , but you wouldn't care . Damn it , juz what the fuck is wrong with me ?! Get along with your new friends then . Kick me away like a bitch . Fuck ! I've no mood to go for ______ anymore , seriously . what the fuck is wrong with me ! I need somone .

This is for you , my best friend , the one person i can tell my soul to . Who i can laugh with to no extend . Who i can cry to when i am feeling down . Who can always listen to my problems . But things are not the same anymore . I don't think you know what you mean to me . I need you to know that i am here , to listen to your sarrows , your laugh , your everything , in all the ways i can .

After all the things , i know who cares . Although it hurts , but at least i know .