Please teach me how to smile like before

Band band band , went for band these few days , continuously . I'm so tired , both mentally and physically . Wentt out with parents on wednesday , public holiday . Nothing much to say , cuz it's like bored only laa . This is my life (: Today today today , i don't like :c . You ask me why , i will tell you . But you didn't . Performance tomorrow , hope it will be a nice one . Jiayou colourguards , you're the best ! ^^

Lying on my bed , many things had been running through my mind . I don't like itt . I really don't . Seriously , what is happening . I really don't know whatt to do , i don't wannt to cry myself to sleep everynight . The feeling is so not nice :c