You said that you will be here for me , but where are you

30th november

It's the last day of november , like finally . I was hoping that november will pass quickly . There's actually alot of unhappy things that happened in that month . I don't like it . Happy times , sad times . All brought by you . Thanks alot uh . I wouldn't blame you for leaving , but instead , i would like to thank you , for letting me go , although it really do hurt alot . You won't understand .. Spent my day at plaza playing pool , and didn't know that he would be coming along . Left straight away , he wouldn't wannt to see me either . Went out for a walk , homed around 10 .

1st 2nd 3rd 4th 5th december :

Went for band on wednesday , it's like sian only . Everyday do the same thing . I've nothing much to say about band nao . Fml . Tuesday , went to school with mum . Headed down to parkway with mum and her friend . Out for a haircut , homed around 10 plus . Friday , band . Nothing much to say . Had ballet lesson and my butt hurts omg . Saturday , skipped band prac . Not feeling well when i woke up , so yeah . Spend my whole day at home , nua . Out for dinner , homed around 1 . Thought of going out today but mum juz don't allow me to . What the fuck is wrong man . Changed my blogskin , cannot make it . i'm lazy to change anymore so please bear with this ugly one ^^

Becuz of you , i picked up that habit . Becuz of you , my temper changed . So seriously . Becuz of you , i love to cry . Becuz of you , everything changed .. but not my heart for you .