I still wish upon the stars , i still wish for you to stay

Sup , i'm back people ! Didn't update my blog for two weeks , was super lazy to do it . I've forgotten what i did on the previous week , so i shall skip that . One week holiday past really fast , spent almost everyday in school , for band . And now , i look like some roasted pig . Heh . Went to his house on wednesday, awesome much . How i wish , time would just stop there . Went to vivo on saturday , to support him . It's awesome (Y) ! Headed to aunt's house , stayed over there . Went ehub with cousins the next day , had fun with them . Today's the start of a new term , time really pass very fast . It's gonna be april in a week or more . Went for band today , didn't really practice . Homed around 9 . I'm supposed to be doing my homework now , but i'm just too lazy to touch it . It sucks alot . I've tuition tomorrow , fml . Hope tomorrow will be a better day , like seriously ... I hate my classmates -'-

It's isn't easy for someone to forget the other one , esp when he is someone that is once everything to you . Isn't it funny , when he once said that this would last forever , but it end up to nothing . Maybe it's just not fated or something , nobody knows . Once bitten twice shy . I'm such a fool , to you . One time is still not enough , i don't learn the lesson at all . But i don't regret anything , at least you were good to me when we were together . I'm thinking too much , really . I don't need you anymore , you've move on . I guess i should too . At least i'm happy now , ineedhim , yes i do . You're out of my life ..

I'm sick and tired of my life , it sucks . I know that things wouldn't last , but i just hope we would remain like this . I don't ask for more . Someday , somehow , you will have to leave . seriously , suck it . If only , things were as easy as abc ... iloveyou , yes i do . k .

No , i'm not emo or what . I'm still as happy as ever .