Once upon a time

That feeling wasn't good at all , i swear . It do hurt , really . If it was that easy , i would have done that long ago , to throw you out of my life . But i just couldn't . If you really think that not appearing infront of me and not replying my messages helps , you're so wrong . I would think more , and hold on more , just to get to see you . I didn't see you in school today . Thoughts running through my mind . Are you sick ? Or you just wannt to avoid me . I walked past your class couple of times , hoping to see you there , but you are not . I went to the basketball court , canteen and everywhere you usually hang out , hoping to see you . I really don't know what's going on now , i'm confused . Fuck my life .

If you ever see this , please reply me .